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Sunday, October 01, 2006

Currently Listening
How to Save a Life
By The Fray
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people have been asking themselves
who they are.
i'm beginning to question myself too.


Tuesday, August 22, 2006


how much do you really know about anyone?


Monday, July 31, 2006

Currently Listening
Best of Bowie
By David Bowie
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- Changes
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Anxiety attack. Just when you think everything will be fine, life slaps you in the face and tells you to wake up.
WAKE UP.

It was so much easier years ago to formulate a "life plan". Years ago when you (meaning me) thought that becoming a doctor would be a breeze and thus opening up a life filled with money and workaholic-ism. But in the here-and-now, it seems like life is going on a downward spiral. I know I'm exaggerating, but that's what anxiety does doesn't it? There's a mere month left until September and the windows of opportunity are beginning to close. This is what happens when you forgo your own dreams and conform to your parents'. (Although, they have a point in that it is a lot more practical to become a nurse rather than a fashion designer.) But even plans to become a Nurse are becoming a big blur. Acceptance to any program is highly competitive and I'm not even sure anymore of my confidence that I'm ever going to be accepted into any of these programs. Thus, comes work. Being wait listed means I'll have to work for at least half a year (which will probably turn into a year).

It's not even just school anymore. Or actually most of the problems stem from school. And money. My mom's coercing me into leaving the country and go to school/work in the U.S. or the Philippines (which is probably out of the question because I can hardly speak the language). Of course, this is just adding to the stress and pressure I'm already experiencing. I don't want to leave. That's that. And yet, she can't seem to understand. She doesn't understand that I would be leaving behind more than just friends or family. The relationships and connections I've made here are too important to leave behind. But I think, more importantly, I'm afraid that if I do leave; I'll forget or be forgotten. I don't know which is worse.

And so, life goes on it's downward spiral. My uneasiness and anxiety keep growing. And I don't know what to do, with the coming fall semester or the oncoming years.


Friday, July 21, 2006

Currently Listening
I'm Not Dead
By Pink
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"I don't believe Adam and Eve
Spent every goddamn day together

If you give me some room there will be room enough for two"
- PINK (I'm Not Dead)

Haha.
If only this song came out earlier.
It would've been so fitting.
Too bad.
Haha.


Wednesday, July 19, 2006

KEANE: Everybody's Changing

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing and I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

You're gone from here, soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cos everybody's changing and I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing and I don't feel the same
Oh everybody's changing and I don't feel the same

//I suppose it's merely another chapter in our lives.



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